Its been a while since I last updated om my own progress so here goes….
I am currently suffering from a nasty bout of “self sabotage”!
When I have a lot happening in my life, instead of reducing my daily hifdh amount to make things easier, I insist on trying to do it all. Secondly instead of trying to make this large amount easier for myself by perhaps, breaking it into small amounts throughout the day, I insist on trying to complete it in 1 session…I know annoying isn’t it!
Because of this blameworthy perfectionism whereby I refuse to settle for anything less from myself, I have spent many MANY days ending up with less, in fact, nothing!
I’m trying to stop myself but I keep hearing this little voice that says “you can do it ALL today don’t worry, yesterday was just another off-day, today’s different, you’ve done it before so you can do it again”. It’s really not helping.
I’m not giving up though. In-shaa Allaah I am going to try a new approach to planning my week to see if it helps me snap out of it. (I’ll post it in a bit in-shaa Allaah)
May Allaah help me and anyone else going through a similar problem like this in any area of their life ameen