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Its Hifdh Sabotage!!!

Bismillaah…

Assalaamu alaikum

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Its been a while since I last updated om my own progress so here goes….

I am currently suffering from a nasty bout of “self sabotage”!

When I have a lot happening in my life, instead of reducing my daily hifdh amount to make things easier, I insist on trying to do it all.  Secondly instead of trying to make this large amount easier for myself by perhaps, breaking it into small amounts throughout the day, I insist on trying to complete it in 1 session…I know annoying isn’t it!

Because of this blameworthy perfectionism whereby I refuse to settle for anything less from myself, I have spent many MANY days ending up with less, in fact, nothing!

I’m trying to stop myself but I keep hearing this little voice that says “you can do it ALL today don’t worry, yesterday was just another off-day, today’s different, you’ve done it before so you can do it again”.  It’s really not helping.

I’m not giving up  though.  In-shaa Allaah I am going to try a new approach to planning my week to see if it helps me snap out of it. (I’ll post it in a bit in-shaa Allaah)

May Allaah help me and anyone else going through a similar problem like this in any area of their life ameen

Comments on: "Its Hifdh Sabotage!!!" (2)

  1. Assalamu ‘alaikum wa rahmatullahi ya ukhti sadeeqati, Hayakillah.. <3.

    In sha Allah, Allah will definately come to your help. I'll also do special du'aa for you..in sha Allah.. keep trying.

    • wa alaikumus salaam wa rahmatullaahi wa barakaatuh, wa HAyaaki! Baarakallaahu feeki my dear sister I really really appreciate your support, *smiles* I definetely felt a virtual hug when I read your comment ❤

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